love me;
but looks like im still the sleeping princess.
i never be awake.
i know there is some decision i should do.
does the guy love me? is that so..
im wondering
every minute every seconds.
im so lost. lost in my life. lost in this world.
oh lord. let me know you love me.
i know you do.
i wannaa let u know, i love you too.
love me;
regret why i din live my life to the best.
studies wasnt hard wasnt it?
whats that fear in you. fear of loneliness? or betrayness.
you had pass thru alot. you shouldnt be here on the same spot from years ago.
give up that old life and come to a new life.
steph, you are not the old steph anymore.
be good. be smart. be the one you should be.
like them, even their younger or mayb jus one year older.,
bt i can see they love their life. they enjoy that.
maybe, you reli should be one of them.
obviously .
the front part of my eyes ,
something wrong with my eyes alright.
the pain is getting serious right now,
after i put that medicine ]; what happened to my eyes?
is it really because of the contact lens?
or i cried too much & going to bed late?
if its the contact lens,
i think i should just throw it away and get a new pair.
or maybe is because of my lazy cleaning lens steps?
but its pain okayy ? PAIN ! pain lah...
tears is never sweet;
you never satisfied.
there is nothing called perfect , peoples.
wake up ! this is not a dreamland.
yes , i never did something very nicely.
its really imperfect , regrets.
so , call me a dumbass. i guess i really am.
i should just accept it.
